Thursday, 12 June 2008

No More Anonymity - so time for a new start

The boy has found my blog.  So, is that a good things or not. I enjoyed being able to write exactly how I felt knowing that no-one would be reading.  And anyone who might have read this could judge all they liked, but I wouldn't know.  It felt liberating.  But now what?  Anything I write now will be tempered with the knowledge that I have lost my freedom of speech.  Another are of my life that I can't say what I want.  Like my phone being checked or his car passing the house or my evening job at unusual times of day, or him walking passed when I'm out with my friends.  I can't be cross with him reading my Blog because it's in a public domain.  That's what made it so theraputic.  I wish more people had commented.  But, I do wish the boy hadn't found it because the very purpose of the blog has been taken away. 

So, it's time for a new start.  Bye x